My Time Will Come

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Lately being feeling really anxious about things and it's been affecting my energy level. Somedays it peaks and my thoughts flow like a river while other days I'm brain dead and low energy. I've consulted all three of my mentors, lol yes I have three spiritual mentors that I talk to because I not a perfect man. Moving on, the anxiety of achieving my goals has been weighing in on me. Literally everything I've worked for, for the past 5 years are within reach, who wouldn't feel the anxiety or the excitement of being so close to their dreams. 

 I had to ground my spirit this week and remind it that it's day to day that I must go about it. It won't come when I want it to but it will happen at the right time that I will need it to happen. The time in which it happens is in God's hand because only he knows what's best for me. God's in control is what I have to keep reminding myself of.

 I know whenever it happens I'll be fully equipped and ready to for it, I've been molded by great people and my mentors are amazing through this whole experience with their words of encouragement and messages; I thank God for placing them in my life. My anxiety is gone, I know now that day to day is key to finishing off this plan. OMG, im almost there, I'm almost there! haha deep breathe Leo, deep breathe!

 Be Bless, Be Safe, One Love,
Leo

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