Lived a Quarter of a Century

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Where did the years go? Lately I've been looking back on things I've wasted time on. I know what my subconscious is saying " Time is never wasted because experiences are being gained" but let's be real wise one, I wasted sometime within my 25 years on this Earth. I'm almost 25 and having a mid life crisis *Yikes*.  I couldn't figure it out and it was always on my mind!
 
 
I unsure of where life will take me and I've accepted the fact that I am not in control and that nothing is happens to be by coincidence. All we are given as human beings is our abilities to make choices and the choices we make carries over into the next life. That means every dollar that not our dollars is accounted for by God, every meal we put into our bodies, everything is a test. Can we make the right choice ?

I only ask God to give me these words as my last words before I live this world as I've accepted the reality of death being a spiritual ascension experience. I know by having the ability to say these words, my life mission was completed, I die complete. Amen!

Quote form the movies "The Book of Ali"

Eli: Dear Lord, thank you for giving me the strength and the conviction to complete the task you entrusted to me. Thank you for guiding me straight and true through the many obstacles in my path. And for keeping me resolute when all around seemed lost. Thank you for your protection and your many signs along the way. Thank you for any good that I may have done, I'm so sorry about the bad. Thank you for the friends I made. Please watch over them as you watched over me. Thank you for finally allowing me to rest. I'm so very tired, but I go now to my rest at peace. Knowing that I have done right with my time on this earth. I fought the good fight, I finished the race, I kept the faith.

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