I've Return.......

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"A Jedi is the one who is on his path to understand the ways of The Force. He is one that rejects his emotions and follows only his mind. Jedis try to reach absolute balance with the world that surrounds them. They focus on understanding the ways of all things and use that knowledge to bring peace to those, who suffer. The Jedis understand that true happiness is only possible when one completely controls his emotions and is sure that what he does or does not is exactly what he want and is suppose to do. A Jedi knows not hesitation or doubt, as his training gives him the skill to avoid mistakes in all forms of actions, be it combat, diplomacy, bartering, repairs or driving/piloting. But the truly important thing to remember about the Jedi is that what they do is learn all about the world surrounding them. Their power comes strictly from UNDERSTANDING, both the inanimate world and all the living creatures. They believe there is a way of all things to be, and their duty is to make all things go that way." -  Source Unkown

 I took time off because I was going through growing pains. The pressures I put on myself became too much for me to bare and so I needed to take myself away from the world to restore the balance within my soul.  Since my last blog, I've found myself within myself, realizing that all I've been trying to discover has been inside of me this whole time and it's unbelievable. I fell victim to seeking validation from this world when all I had to do was validate myself. Somewhere I allowed University to get inside my head and became caught up in this disgusting loop of always wanting to be graded on my performances by people who have grading biases. How can a person grow if you are being graded on a criteria, that was not personalize for my character? Basically, that's what I found Univeristy to be for me. That's not fair, we all are created to live unique lives, even if there is a baseline for intelligence, how is this baseline fair for people who perform above and below it ? I don't understand why human beings grade human beings, it annoys me, we are the only animals wasting years on this tedious process while succumbing to the simplicity of life.

Sorry if it sounds like I am venting, maybe I am. We must begin to stand for what we believe in and stop allowing people's lifestyles and opinions to limit us and our outreach. This year I want to do more of what my life purpose demands. I hope you guys enjoyed that Jedi definition, we all should aim to become Jedis in this lifetime; people who fight for justice and peace within in this universe.

 Have a great week!

 Chale X

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